Well here is another attempt. I have a lot going on in my brain, so why not try to get it out by typing. Although is hasn't worked so far I am hoping if I keep trying it will.
I tend to say the first thing that comes to mind and sometimes it winds up making people laugh because it is what others are thinking but sometimes it tends to get me in trouble. Think before speaking - isn't that what I normally tell my son? Um yes, then I need to practice what I preach that is for sure. I am not saying that I do not practice what I preach but maybe just not 100% of the time.
My brain is definitely non stop and I am pretty sure I have adult ADD now just to have someone diagnose me, well not anyone a doctor. I live off of Chai tea lattes because coffee has too much caffeine, which makes me batty but the tea has just enough to make me focus... well most of the time anyway.
After being away for a week, being around people most of my day and being busy I am back home finding myself bored. I have plenty to do but nothing exciting. My son doesn't care to spend time with me because he is a teenager. It's frustrating and sad but I understand. Hmm people are on me to date, do I dare tell them I am considering it... ugh no because then they will try to set me up. Not going any further than that... ha ha
Back to speaking before thinking - ha ha although one probably had to be there to fully appreciate it. While watching the Olympics volleyball the look on the Australians face when they got a point, just killed me. The face she made was just hilarious and leave it up to me to say something. I felt dumb for saying, "that is not a cute face", so I covered it by saying, "did I say that out loud" nicely the group I was sitting with said that I had said what they were thinking. Phew. Got off the hook on that one.
Can my mind ever rest? Ugh it drives me crazy. I am over thinker that is for sure. Please I hope typing things out will just cure my restless mind.
